Brought to tears

Passion week! Breathing deeply as I remember my Savior's resurrection. This season of Lent has been hard. Trying to keep God's love in the front of my heart is sometimes difficult. I struggle with just letting him be Lord of ALL. When I walked into church yesterday I felt far and empty. I felt like there was no calling on my life. I felt like I had nothing to share or give or grab on to. It was like I was walking into an empty hall way with no end. Then the corner to turn came. It was brilliant and it was full of truth. How easy it is to feel like I am not called to do anything or that I have no talent to give. But I do. In a wonderful way that God has created. So hard for me at times to remember his love for me and his worth for me.

I have had this written in front of my computer all week and I just let it pass by, " He has covered you in the palm of his hand. You are not forsaken. You are enough to be a Queen . THE LORD YOUR GOD LOVES YOU! Then I sang. I sang Hosanna. I turned that corner and sang to my God who loves me. Then I remembered how he has created me. He gave me talent and love and purpose. He saved me! And He lives with me.

He has covered you in the palm of his hand. Take a bracelet or key or something with weight and cover it in your hand. Hold it and press as hard as you can. This, this is how he holds us in the palm of his hand. When I did it, I felt the pinch and saw the mark. But this day, this day I remember him being nailed to the cross for me. He covers me with the palm of those hands. I pray that I would allow him to completely consume me from the inside out. That his light will shine beyond my understanding. That I would pray with great expectation that he will move in the heart of his people. That I would believe and have faith to know that he will do what is best ALWAYS! Amen and Amen as we seek him with our whole heart.