I want to Scream...

Oh the stress of being on time, running kids around, making money, pay bills, waiting for JM to finish papers and having to explain that daddy is working late again. I want to just yell my head off and just say )#*$&@(#*$&@(#* to it all! I want to not get angry at my kids because I am not patient and I am tried and I miss my husband. OH GOD DO YOU HEAR ME. I need you to help me!!!!! I need to be compassionate and loving to my little family. Calm my life so I can breathe and so that I can love these little adorable blessings you have given me in such a way that honors you and them! AMEN!