1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
Sometimes it just feels just like that. "Man God where the heck are you?"
Then the Psalm goes on to say:
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.
It is my own perspective of what I think I NEED> I need God to always hold my hand. And though he is always with me he is not always holding my hand. BUT if I reach out there his hand is. I am learning that my little mind just doesn't always get it and you know I am not sure that I should. I am glad that I serve a God that knows. He knows EXACTLY all that we need and all that we will become. I am enjoying learning that, learning who I will become. For now I am reaching out to have a deep relationship with my God and learning how to be faithful, gracious with a giving heart.
Oh L0rd thank you that you have not forgotten me. That you love me dearly and that you are with me. Thank you that I can reach to you and you are there. There where many years that I reached for a father and he was never to be found until I came to know you as my heavenly father that loves me unconditionally. My heart longs to be near to you!!! AMEN.
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